Avoid Serious Relationship

                                                                                                           

Most of us would think, that we are just friends, but who knows what inside your heart isn't it?

So this is my experience, I get to know somebody new from a camp that I went for the past few weeks. He is funny, sporting when on stage and always make everybody around him laugh. And we get connected with Facebook and cell phone.

We always chatting and text each other. And not just chatting actually, video chat. He always wanted me to sing. So I sang a few songs for him. He can play guitar. So every night starting from 11.30 pm till 3 am, we sang together. Then, we go to sleep. :) This things actually quite worrying my mother.

So she advised me not to sleep too late until midnight. Then she says that if somebody chatting over than one hour that means something had happen to both of us. ??? So as for me, I wanted to avoid this kind of things from happening and I must make my move.

My mother also asked me , what name that I use to call him. I said 'abang' because he is one year older than me. Then she said just called 'awak' and 'saya'. Because that kind of nickname would make him feel special and attracted to me. I'm not sure if it is true, but I know it is for my own benefit.
Then, my mother told me a story about teens at age around 16. Usually starting from Form 4, there would exist 'monkey love'. Because they thought when they were in Form 4 its their honeymoon time. But actually they were wrong. In Form 4, we need to study hard, because all the topics are new to us and it needs a lot of focus. So, when they already got that kind of 'love' feelings, I'm sure they'll forget about their studies. For Form 5, they will be having an important examination. Then, they cannot do anything, unless than hoping that they didn't fail. They would feel stressful and always fail in test. And then, their result turned down, they will start to look for a job with small pay. All their dreams would just end like that. Their ambition would just sweep off and they will keep regretting their past time.

So, boys and girls avoid being in a serious relationship at this precious age. Put your ambition as the first thing that you must fulfil. Have a pity with your parents. Make their hope become reality.

Friendship

Friendship ???
What do it takes to make friendship last longer. I don't really care about this matter because I'm always alone. To me, as long as we lived on this earth, we must make friends but friends is not everything. As for me the real person who is close enough to me is MYSELF! Because I know myself better than anybody does. If I'm lying I'm the first person who knows that I'm lying! Neither my friends nor my family members.

Sometimes, it is weird when I can tell all my problems to somebody that I just knew. Yes, he is older than I am, so I sought for some advice from him. Maybe he is not that brilliant as TIGS students but he has that care feeling inside him.


Well, that is me. I lie to some boys whom had feelings for me. There would be a simple test for them that I created and some of them caught up with their own feelings. Actually those feelings are just a toy! Playing and making unreal decision of life. So do not be easily get cheat by our own feelings. Remember, we are the one who control our feelings not feelings control us. Real decision is when we decided with our thinking cap (brain). Not by our hearts. Be rational !!

Teach + Patience

For last week, I be a teacher for my little brother. He had an exam. So, now I wonder how teacher can teach us without enough patience??

First day, I still have my patience. Second day, my patience decrease.Third day, I mad at him. I asked him the same thing and he cannot answer me. All he know is playing computer games. I asked him to repeat that exercise 10 times, he also mad at me. But who cares, I trying to teach him a real lesson, so that he will pass his examination with flying colors. Then my parents can be proud of m efforts on teaching him. 

It is totally exhausting!!!

Be Brave

For the last 3 days, I have been in a camp. I wanted to share some of my experience with those of my new friends. This is what I wrote when I was there. During the second night (10th Nov 2011, 05.15 pm).

To be here in this camp, is like an amazing story that had happen in my life. To be brave like those who already achieve their aim in their life. Everyday, I always dream on that I will be somebody with that brave in me. I think I already crafted those bravery in me. Because I always wanted to try new things in every episode of my life. As long as we live we must try to make something honorable, something that we can be proud of.
                    
Now, I know, to be brave is not that easy. But we must conquer our fear to ensure our dream can be reality. In our dream life, we always wanted to be that 'someone'. But in reality life, the feelings of fear will come and only ourselves can control that fear keep on control ourselves.

Searching for our own true self need a hard efforts. But it is a definite thing to do, to make sure we know ourselves better, what are capable of to ensure our next stage in our life.
              
Some of the boys that I met here are not that brave and always joking even they were on stage. For boys, the are brave among of their friends. They are coward when they were asked to speak in front of the audience. And usually most of them ought to not speak.

Nowadays, its hard to find a real leader especially boys. They must aware of their responsibilities for their country. Our country need someone that has the capability to proceed the effort.