Holiday Season

Hi guys, new entry today, Saturday, December 15, 2012.

Early in November, school holidays had started and will be reopened in January. There's about 15 days to go before school started. I'll be in Form 5 next year. Just couldn't believed it.


During the first two weeks of holiday, I'm still stuck at home, doing all the task, studying, at I'm still connected to school because the teacher needs help to clean up the library, put new books on the shelf. Then, my school did a seminar for the SPM candidates for 2013. It was held for 2 days. The best part during this early weeks of holiday is I can cycle ^_^.
      
Then, my father took us to Perak and Penang for work and holiday. Stayed in a 4 star hotels. We went to the nearest mall. While we were staying at the hotel, they prepared us breakfast, but it was buffet. So, we go for like 4 rounds to taste every food there.
     

After that, my father sent us to my granny's. So that we can help her doing the chores. I wasn't doing all the chores actually, just watching tv. But then, my mom asked me to help her clean outside. It was quite a lot of fun to do the cut. Climbed here and there to cut down the branches. Almost felt like a tarzan .. HAHA
I also finished reading my novel. AT LAST ... still have 3 novels to finish.

   

Actually I was quite mad to my parents because they said that we're a moving out. But then, all of sudden, they said it wasn't sure yet. If didn't sure why are you asking me to tell the teachers to prepare my things in a rush. I asked "are we going to leave this place or not ?" they said, "wasn't sure yet" that means I still belongs to TIGS, and I still have to do my homework, all the task the teachers given and need to prepare with my examinations next year. But how am I going to study, with all  my books inside the box !! And we are leaving any time .. really disappointed. I don't know should I believed them after this??

Capture The Nature

Camera ? Photo ? Say cheesee...

"There you go.. nice photo. very photogenic." Usual expression of person who took somebody photo or called as photographer. But, there are few types of people who did not like to be in photo. 

They have their own reason, I supposed. 

 There is some kind of feeling when we took 

I would like to show a few pictures of nature ; clouds and flowers that were taken by me. 

Its A Gimmick and ....

Hi my dearest reader,
This time its about how I am dealing with others mistakes. Everybody make mistakes. There is nobody in this world is perfect neither me or you.

Here how it is begin.. I was sleeping and suddenly got a text message said it was important. I will wake up if there is the word 'important'. It was asking me to online (facebook of course). Then, I start the chat, "what's the important thing?' . And then he reply, ' I wanted you to teach me chemistry, but I felt sleepy already. Let's go to sleep." I reply "You disturbed my sleep already!!!" and I was like as simply as that he asked me to sleep back. I just want him to learn his lesson, not to play with the 'important' word. It is not that easy.. And then, I reply : "remember this word: stay out of me for a week"
Starting the next day, he keep on text-ing me. But I just let it be. Next day, he called. I just let it rang. Actually, I wasn't that mad at him. I am alright for the day after the night he disturbed my sleep. But then, I remember his birthday will be on the end of this week, that is why I said, stay out of me for a week. It is just a gimmick for his birthday though. And this thing just happen for two days. Another 5 days I will call him and wishing him Happy Birthday. But, something weird is, he was like sulking too because he deactivate his facebook account. Was I too much or what ?? And could it be just because of me he deactivated his account ?? That was like serious case to me. Never mind then , we'll see it later. I'll asked him.
So, that's all for today entry, thank you and good night/morning. Its 1.09 am in Malaysia. Bye-bye.

BYE-BYE TIME...

TIME... Second....Each moment we had will became history.
I'm afraid of my future .. I'm scared of tomorrow..

Can I make my parents proud of me ? 

My result? Flying colours? University ? 

My job ? 

Everyday, I keep on questioning myself. Sometimes I do feel lazy and prefer to relax and do nothing. But then, time that we had now, it is not coming back.. nobody can rewind what they have done. 

And most of them tend to regret on what had happened to them. 

Things that happen today, cannot be change tomorrow. But to change tomorrow, you can change who you are today. 

Teen --> Love ---> Study

Hi readers, this entry is about how I feel during these hard times that I, as teen has to confront. It is not that easy, there's a lot to be done, and most important thing is, how we use our time now, will change our future later. Especially during this school hood. We have to put 100% focus into our study. Avoid thinking of your problems, it will be a burden if you keep thinking about it.

As in Physic subject, there a many law, such as Newton's Second Law and etc but in life hood , we may use Law of Attraction. We get what we think of. So, that is why, we are supposed to think positive. Always make nice thought. Write down what do you want, be patience.

I don't know why my friends who have a boyfriend will tell their problem to me, why don't they tell those who had been in love before. Me? I know nothing about this kind of matter, but they used my opinion and do it. Whatever it is, I just want them to focus in their study. It is very important for their future. Not this type of non-ending relationship..  

Please......lah !!!

Teen age? Should all teen couple ? NO NEED !!!
Being single but have a lots of friends is better and worth. In love only after marriage, couldn't you just wait until its time? Sorry, but only fools will always listen to their boyfriend or girlfriend. They are not even your future husband/ wife.

Always put the first thing first ! This type of love should not exist at this very precious age! Some of them can control it, but some of them are too much! It's not that I'm jealous or what, but just think, he or she have the rights to speak, to chat, or to meet everybody. You are only his/ her temporarily not permanent yet. You should not conquer his/her or acting like you are his/her husband/wife.

You are angry what I just did ? I will laugh every time I heard problems like this. Look, I'm just chatting or maybe texting him. Do not act stupid. It really shows that you are useless.

Think about your important future not just becoming husband and wife!

IT'S GETTING WORSE !

Hi reader! What is getting worse ???
Actually I'm talking about my ADD MATH and other subjects too.

I made my own experiment. The aim to see whether I can remember or not what the teacher teaches in class and during exam I do not study it back. And my hypothesis is accepted.

                  We do it ! We deserve it !
                                            ------ Hypothesis----

The reason for my problems are, I always take things easy. It is good sometimes. Well, for me , that's who I am and I wanted to make sure that I can be cool and relax during confronting any problems. I did it !! I don't cry for my bad result. To me, I know what I did before examinations and that is the result. I know I failed but I don't think I should cry. Its not worth it! I should take it easy and be calm and make more efforts before the exam. Be prepared before you regret.

This is the questions that we should ask ourselves:
          1. Do I try my best already ?
          2. Did I try to improve myself or always give excuses ?                            
          3. Why should I study?
          4. How did she do it ?

This curiosity should be in ourselves. Always search answers by asking questions. As for me, I just need to double or triple or quadruple my efforts just like I did for my past PMR. It is for our own good. Always said to yourselves that you did this firstly for your own !! Not just for your teachers, for school, for parents, or friends or boyfriend and what so ever it is. And most importantly is filial piety should always be the first on the list. 

SUPERCALIFRAGILISTICEXPIALIDOCIOUS

ALL our efforts have paid !! We won the Choral Speaking Competition during English Carnival with our topic LIFE IS SUPERCALIFRAGILISTICEXPIALIDOCIOUS  that was held at SMK Dato Syed Esa, Batu Pahat. It was supposed to be at High School, but their hall was used to held a wedding ceremony.

      All of us was shaking a minute before we went out and performed. I can see my hands shaking during the part where all of us must let out our hands saying the lines "from Malaysia to Timbuktuj". After finished performed, almost each of us asked our teacher the same question : How was our perfomance? Is it good?
Then the teacher answered : It was okay, but it depends on the judges.

              The judges are worrying us!!

       The best part of competition is the prizes giving ceremony. Where all the drama team and debate team came. So, all of us were praying hard to get the first place ! Not only Muslims were praying, but all of us, that represents TIGS were praying and hoping.

       First, the MC announce debate team. The hall was full of silence. Then, the second place goes to HS. The best part is this girls from TIGS (Temenggong Ibrahim Girl School) were cheering out loud because... we already know, if second place goes to them, for sure first place for US. The best speaker also from our school team. Then, announce the winner for Drama Competition. We got the 3rd place. Quite sad because usually we're the first place. While Public Speaking - 3rd place also.

      At last, the time that all of the choral speakers are waiting for, the winner for the Choral Speaking Competition. All of us were just waiting for TIGS name to be called out. Then, the winner for Choral Speaking Competition .... goes to .. SMK Temenggong Ibrahim (the MC left the word "PEREMPUAN" because we are girl school).

     I was totally shocked. I was laughing but not cheering at first, but then tears started to rolling down my eyes. I was crying ! All the TIGS girls are cheering and hugging and yelling. But me, still sitting in tears and hugging a friend next to me. I just cannot stop crying at that time.

Holding my first trophy representing this school. It was not an easy thing. It was a team success! Each of us are very important and we are going to represent Batu Pahat for State Level. Wish we could go to the next level : NATIONAL.

When You're Not In The Mood

Salam and may you have  a bless day.

So, I would like to share about my whole week not in a good mood. I was having a flu. 

I felt very lazy to do everything. I'm lazy to eat, I lazy to get up from the couch. Almost everything. But I force myself to go to school. I also felt lazy to speak!! Even with my mother. 

Then, I have homework, still in the same mood. LAZY THING... It's like virus or something that make you jam or stuck and do nothing for the whole week. But, in my lazy mood I still try to finish up my homework although it was very slow, and I'm not sitting I'm lying on the couch in front of the tv, and I let it on for many hours. That cause me to work very slow like sloth. All I know is I want to sleep for long hours .. 

When I felt lazy and I know that I haven't finish my homework, I would said to mother that I don't want to go to school today. So another boring day at home. Trying to finish all the homework and arranging back my time. 

Best part is I already got my spirit back !! 

After I went eating, karaoke with my family it's like living back my day, "I'm back on my feet and eager to be what you wanted" its a song from AIR SUPPLY. 

Now, I felt energetic! With spirit to go on. 

I Just Haven't Met You Yet

This post entitled I Just Haven't Met You Yet because at our teen age, we do not really need a guy or definitely a BOYFRIEND. Also to boys!!

Our time to be in love haven't come yet. So, just wait for it until the time comes!! No need to worry, because the Universe already plan it all WELL to us. We just need to worship Him and do something that benefits us. 

Being a couple is the same as being a friend. As in my view, we feel more comfortable and open with somebody who knew us better. But why do we always find gf or bf with those we doesn't know them yet?
Yes, we must have one but later not during this precious age !!

Everyone have those kind of feelings when they reached their teen age. Even I do sometimes felt like falling in love with somebody. But, then I start to think, how can I suddenly love him or like him with just look at him in a few seconds?? Crazy isn't it. So never let your feelings run over you. Once you let it control over you, you started to feel in love, daydreaming, disappointed, being left. Those are only make yourself down.

Then you started to feel alone, weak, like no air .. then, you started to lose focus in your study. And the only problem that cause you is about BOYFRIEND or GIRLFRIEND. Don't you think its wasting your time to think about matters you don't have to think of ??? Well, to me it is wasting my time. It is better if you think of  your future, think of a brilliant idea for your society or anything else .

As for me, I Just Haven't Met Him Yet. 

Something NEW

Today, (Saturday, 7th January 2012) in school, I exposed myself to something new. Something that I never thought that I would do or join it. From 9 am till 12 pm, I was in the field with golf coach. There was 60 people joining this Golf Course team. I already know the name of the golf clubs such as, putter, iron, driver, and wood. And today I was holding it and hit the golf ball with my own way from what I already observe.

There was 5 among us whom already played this game, an amateur player under ARA Golf Swing Academy. My school already hired them to teach us how to play this game. They wanted us to feel like family, open to tell our opinion on something. It doesn't mean we have to be pro in every field that we exposed to but to enjoy something we like to do without being forced by anybody. 

Golf is a calm game, standing at open field, under the sun. It is thrilling. The most important part in golf is to put your focus on the ball. Your eyes will lock to the ball on the tee. In golf we are fighting with our own feelings, our soul. Try to hit the ball with your anger, you couldn't hit it high. From my observation, golf is a game of emotions and it almost related to our daily lives. 

SALAM 2012

This is my first post in 2012. I'll be in Form 4 this year. I guess it will be quite harder, many obstacles, many things to catch up.

Need to have a better plan, better dream to achieve my goals!! I also have responsibility to my society. Got to find idea to keep it moving ... (laughing)

Tomorrow will be the first day of school for 2012 session.
Happy New Year.